Overthinking is shit. I hate how past experiences have affected how I’ll feel now in certain situations.
This is the first time in a while that I’ve been drinking alone where I am really tempted to finish the bottle of wine. I want to drown out my brain and emotions.
It’s like…. you feel one way when you know that you shouldn’t be feeling like that at all. I think it’s just insecurity.
The only thing I definitely know though, is that no matter how drunk I’ll end up, I know I won’t cut. #progresstotheextreme
God said “love your enemy” and I obeyed Him and loved myself.
So as I said the other day, I realised how I didn’t want to stop self harming, mainly due to the fact I don’t really appreciate myself/know my worth. How I then couldn’t help others get over it.