May 2013
1 post
April 2013
8 posts
My dentist once told me that letting go is like...
notkorra:
#that’s a fucking deep dentist visit
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Also. I need to stop telling people my problems. They don’t care and later on it makes me feel like an idiot. Back to keeping it all to myself.
Yeah, you know I said that I was going to carrying on with that guy even though I knew I’d be the one getting hurt? Well yep that has happened now. He is now seeing someone…. I’m not that bothered really, just a bit upset at the moment… will probably get worse when I see him again but meh.
I’ve decided to give up boys for a while, too much hassle and I never have...
March 2013
3 posts
February 2013
19 posts
guys are actually just so unreliable and dickish and ugh
i can’t deal with them anymore
life was so much less complicated before i started letting them into my life
wah :(
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I don’t understand why everyone is so scared of death…
amessageinabottle:
If you have ever took a blade or flame to your skin, ever skipped a few too many meals, ever drank that bit too much or took a few more pills than you should have then REBLOG this, I want to follow you all.
P.s-you’re all amazing.
The way I am thinking makes me think like… I should deffo be talking to someone… there’s obvs something wrong.
So I made plans to come back to the flat cause this guy was coming over. Then he couldn’t, fair enough. But now I’m all alone. I got upset, knew I should have stayed at home today, knew I would get the wine out and probably cut.
Did that stop me from...
Anonymous asked: listen to a good and happy song and forget your troubles for some time. - =)
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What's the best way to get raised scars to go down...
I’m too nice a person. I don’t hate you, and I don’t hate her, I just hurt cause you never mentioned anything about how you were seeing her, you just completely stopped talking to me, no warning, and for that, you are so shit. Lovely guy, but so fucking shit for doing that. So yeah, I am a little sad now after seeing the pictures she uploaded of your valentine’s shizz :( At...
January 2013
3 posts
darkwitchofdream replied to your post: Crap. I think I like you. I can’t tell you cause…
Right there with ya..
I hate feelings, I don’t see why life can’t be simple for once
Crap. I think I like you.
I can’t tell you cause then we’ll have to stop what we’re doing.
So I’m going to carry on with this casual thing, and get hurt.
Yeah… great idea… -_-
My brain has just spazzed out… too many thoughts just entered my head. Eugh :( Don’t know how to deal with the way I may feel.
New Year's Resolutions
so i said i wouldn’t make any, but if i knew i would actually keep them, then here they are:
1. start to not hate yourself
2. go to all my lectures
3. give in essays on time
4. stop being a slut
5. go to church more
6. do what i kneo is best for me
there’s probably more but at the moment when i’m a little drunk, this is all i can think of
love love love xx
happy new year bitchessssss
December 2012
9 posts
do you ever just feel like you’re just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and you’re just never good enough because there’s always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you have literally nothing to fight against with
UGH
Don’t come back to London :(
I’m going to want to text you, but I can’t because I think you’re having a thing with another girl.
It makes me feel so shit about myself. Feel like second best. Ok fair enough, we weren’t together, I wasn’t exactly just getting with you, and I wouldn’t have minded if you got with other random girls… BUT this is...
November 2012
15 posts
Michelle Featherstone - Coffee & Cigarettes →
I think I needed to hear this song, it’s kinda helped clear my head.
I must quit you.
I think.
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What the fuck happened to me? I used to be happy.
